By silvershiyan · September 11, 2009 · 0 Comments · 9 Views

我累了。我受伤了,怕再一次受伤。让我死心吧。

By silvershiyan · September 6, 2009 · 0 Comments · 19 Views

I managed to pull thru this week, 1 whole week.

I tried to arrange as much program as possible.

Keeping myself busy so that I don’t have time to think.

Being alone at home makes my mind goes haywire.

 

Let me start blogging about my life about my weekend (:

 

04.09.09 { FRIDAY }

Work as usual (:

After work, Head back home straight.

Had my dinner & slept thru the night.

( Have a wonderful sleep )

 

05.09.09 { SATURDAY }

Work as usual.

Company photo taking after work.

Theme: Black ( Office Lady Only )

Location: Fairway Drive

Time: 2:00PM To 5:00PM

Weather: Damn Sunny, fucking hot.

It was a super sunny day, till I feel giddy.

After everything end, my boss send me back home (:

Thanks Boss!

Rest awhile in my bed, fall asleep while resting.

Slept for 1 hour, woke up by my phone.

Serene called, asking want to go massage @ Chinatown.

It was the right day & right time to go.

Lucy Star & Serene went to fetch Ling Zhen & Me.

Massage for 1 hour (: damn relax

Have our late dinner @ Maxwell.

Went to Chervon to Drink & Sing.

Chill to 2AM.

Home Sweet Home!

 

06.09.09 { SUNDAY }

Slept till 12PM.

Jia Jie keep on calling, rushing me to be quick.

As he is at Dover Mrt Alone.!

Suppose to meet him at 2PM.

Who knows he came so early.

Anyway, prepare myself & head out.

I reach there at 2 Plus PM.

Head to Clementi to meet Ah Boon first.

Slack at there from 2-5PM.

Waited for Ling Zhen for 2.5 Hours.

God damn long, no choice she’s having a bad stomach ache.

Took bus 14 at Clementi Interchange.

Head to Plaza Sing was planning to catch a movie.

But timing was not suitable for us.

So yup, cancel our plan.

Have MOS Burger for Dinner.

Walk around Orchard

before Ling Zhen Dad fetch us home.

Her dad drops Ah Boon & me at my place near by.

Had a small talk with Ah Boon at my house coffee shop

till 11:45PM.

Send him off to take a cab while I head home (:

Stay home less than 10Mins, my friend came down & fetch me.

Went off to meet his friends & went to a pub to slack.

Stay till 4AM before heading back home.

 

 

By silvershiyan · September 2, 2009 · 0 Comments · 5 Views

02.09.2009 { WEDNESDAY }

Work As Usual.

Late for work once again.

Work till 6PM & left.

After work, Jeslyn, Serene & I

went to Jurong East to get praying things.

Head to Bugis to meet Ling Zhen & shopping ( =

End up, I didn’t buy anything.

Nothing caught my eyes, too bad for me.

At least the 3 of them bought 1 item.

Had steamboat for dinner, damn delicious.

Yummy Yummy <3

I Just Love Steamboat @ Bugis.

As tomorrow (which is today) is “Si Wu” in Chinese.

On the way to Loyang, we blast music all the way.

So damn crazy act, who cares,

Most important is enjoying ourselves.

We went to Loyang to give our offering / praying.

Head home praying.

Again, we blast the music like nobody business.

Ling Zhen came over & stay.

* Thanks girl, for accompany me this few days when im down *

By silvershiyan · September 2, 2009 · 0 Comments · 10 Views

Every now & then, I look at my phone.

Hoping your name to appears.

Maybe I shouldn’t give myself any hope.

Maybe all I should do right now, is just take a break.

Just chill out, every my life like how it was before I met you.

Every moment I close my eyes,

All the promise that we made came into my mind.

Everything seems so real,

but when I open my eyes,

everything is gone.

By silvershiyan · September 2, 2009 · 0 Comments · 11 Views

Totally devoted into you yet you don’t cherish, what’s more to say ?

By silvershiyan · September 1, 2009 · 0 Comments · 19 Views

Honeymoon Period” was over.

Here comes those unhappy moments; Break up.

Few weeks back ago, we almost broke off.

But we managed to “sort things out”.

This time round, everything is different.

Maybe by this time, I should be fully awake.

Looking thru what’s his next move going to be

& realize his motive; I ought to wake up now!

 

Tears . . .

That’s always the first thing I could do.

( Perhaps the one & only thing )

Being helpless thru this journey.

Tears that I drop are for myself, silly me.

 

I was surprised I managed to pull thru this “hard” time.

I managed to

- Hold my temper

- Stop showing my attitude

- Being a good girl ( by staying home on weekend )

- Promise that I won’t go club so often ( trying to go none )

- Being more understanding towards “Adult Life”

 

Maybe all this is not something big or what shit.

But towards me,

I feel this is the first time I put so make effort.

Or maybe is because I have already

learn my lesson from previous relationship?

 

Remain Silent . . .

 

 

By silvershiyan · August 31, 2009 · 0 Comments · 22 Views

That's all that matters then. Let's start afresh as of today. Let's fall in love all over again. Put in so much effort to have it last forever. I'll be patient, i'll slow down. <3

By silvershiyan · August 30, 2009 · 0 Comments · 14 Views

Today is the last day of August 2009.

Starting tomorrow, it will be 1st September 2009.

Soon 2009 will be finish, 2010 will come (:

Looking forward to next year.

I have loads of planning; really wish to complete my wishes/dreams.

 

* Anyway, my blogger don’t seem to be working.

Any one got any better webby for blogging?

 

Last weekend, I enjoy myself.

With B & My Friends (:

Just a simple yet enjoyable weekend.

Hmm, maybe this weekend I want to plan for

Cycling @ East Coast Park.

Mostly is on this coming Sunday <3

 

By silvershiyan · August 27, 2009 · 0 Comments · 16 Views

27.08.2009 { THURSDAY }

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY

BABE, LING ZHEN <3

LOVE YOU

.xOxO.

Though we didn’t spend the day together,

But I hope you did enjoy yourself. (:

Was on leave as I’m having English Oral

in the afternoon.

Spend my day with B at his place.

Slept till 12:30PM, B woke me up.

Get prepare & head off to My (Ex) Secondary.

B drop me at my school at 1:30PM,

he went to have his hair cut & some shopping done.

My oral examination started at 2:15PM.

I need to reach 30 minutes beforehand.

I thought my oral examination will take around 45 minutes,

But who knows?

I finish my examination at nearly 4PM!

Anyway, saw Vic in the same examination hall. (:

B came over to pick me up to his place.

Had our Breakfast + Lunch over at his place.

Take an “afternoon” nap @ 6:30PM.

Slept till 7:30PM, woke up

& watch some drama show till 10:15PM.

Had our dinner before he send me back home.

After dinner, he send me back & he went off to meet Ben.

While I waited for Ling Zhen to come over.

After she came, we chat a while in my room.

Our “a while” lead us to 3:00AM!

Wanted to sleep but suddenly both of us felt hungry.

Went to my house “Seven Eleven” store,

Bought some instant/cup noodles & soft drinks.

Again eat & chatted till 6:00AM!

End up, we decided to have our breakfast @ clementi.

Was planning to have KFC breakfast, but it was closed.

Immediately we change our location to Mac (:

Had our breakfast, not long Jeslyn came.

She fetch me up & off to work.

Lucky im not late today, Happy. !!!

Feeling tired right now, just feel like sleeping.

Tomorrow is my sleeping day, whole day.!

So, DND k. ( Do not disturb )

Thanks <3


Sign off,

LADY ` {SILVERSHIYAN}

By silvershiyan · August 25, 2009 · 0 Comments · 9 Views

Shall update my birthday pictures (:

 

 

By silvershiyan · August 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 4 Views
Finally my 18th birthday arrived.

Held a celebration on 20.08.2009 !
@ West Coast Park .
7:00PM - 10:00PM

Thanks for those who came.
Really appreciate all my friends.
<3 , love you guys.

To: Jeslyn & Serene & Qing Feng
I'm really thankful for you guys for helping me.
Putting so much effort to help me.
Being there for me when i needed someone so badly.
Thank you for taking care of me when im drunk that night.
Nevertheless, Thank You Very Very Much <3

I was drunk before 12AM,
before i could count down towards my birthday.
Was planning to go Loyang to pray as it was " Chu Yi".
Sadly, i was too drunk to go.

My Apologies to those who called & text me on my actual day.
Hope my reply wasn't late.
Thank for your effort.

On my actual day,
21.08.2009 { FRIDAY }

I was on leave (:
Slept till late afternoon.
Was texting B the whole day.
Afternoon, B came to pick me up.
At least, we manged to clear up every misunderstanding (:
Cheers <3
Head back to B place & he cook porridge.

In the night, we went to Kallang to watch movie
with Serene & Ah Heng, Sheena & Ben, Ah Tiong.
- ORPHAN -
Hmm, story line was alright, not very awesome.
Plot was quite interesting.
But in the end, motive was Stupid.
Nowadays the movie seems the same.
Nothing new, Boring !
After the movie, head back to B place.
Home Sweet Home
<3

* Will update the pictures soon *
By silvershiyan · August 16, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
15.08.2009 { SATURDAY }
Stay over at B place on Friday ( 14.08.09 )
B was very sweet that very morning <3
he woke up @ 7.30AM,
shower & prepare himself.
& fetch me to work (:
I Love You Baby Darling Sweety (:
Work till 2PM.
I ask Kelvin to fetch me back as it was raining : (
Reach home & went out for lunch with Ling Zhen.
After lunch, head home to prepare myself!
Rushing all the way till 5PM!
Serene took a cab from her place to my place.
continue the cab to Far East Plaza.
( We reach around 5:30PM )
Serene plan to
  • trim her eye brown
  • buy accessorize
  • get a new pairs of heel
within 1 Hours.
End up, she didn't get anything.
just window shopping for us (:
around 6:20PM, Andrew ( Boss ) called.
he told us, he is reaching so we waited at the taxi stand.
Hop on the car & off we go, Raffles Country Club.
S.W.A. Dinner (:
dinner till 11PM !
took a cab back to B place.
took a shower & off to bed.
didn't wait for B to come back as i was tired.
fall asleep first without B.


16.08.2009 { SUNDAY }
Spend my whole day at B place (sleeping) (:
I slept for 16 hours , 12AM - 4PM !
spend some times with his parents when i woke up.
I was reading Marley & Me when B came back.
B came back around 7PM.
B asked me, why didn't i study?
I replied, I did, im studying this book, Marley & Me.
B just gave me a -.-" face.
Anyway, we didn't head out for dinner
as i had my lunch at 5PM.
while B had Long John Silver (:
Jeslyn called, asking me want to head out chill.
I thought for awhile & ask B whether he want to go.
B was tired while im full of energy (:
so i head out without B.
meet Jeslyn @ Chervon.
had my dinner @ Han's Restaurant.
went up to the Ktv first.
sang till 11.30PM , Lucky Star & Serene came ((:
end our singing session @ 12.35AM.
we went to Bukit Batok to had our supper.
reach home @ 2AM.
By silvershiyan · August 14, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views
Heading to a dinner tonight
with Boss & Serene (:
So stay tune to my blog k .
will upload the pictures when im free !
cya readers (:
By silvershiyan · August 12, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
Currently at work right now (:
heading to class tonight at Orchard,
with Ling Zhen !
Will be heading to P.S for some shopping.
Need to get bags, bangles & shoes !
maybe some pretty clothes ?
well, Shopping is never enough (:

By silvershiyan · August 11, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
07.08.09 { FRIDAY }
Work as usual.
after work, went home to pack my clothes.
actually was waiting for B to fetch me after his work.
but due to his work, he was not able to come fetch me.
anyway, i head to his place on my own. (:
after i reach his place near by,
he told me he won't be back early.
he told me to stay home today,
i told him i am reaching his place in 10 mins time.
-.- "
he tell me to stay at his place to wait for him.
anyway he reach home nearly 11 PM.
we turn in early as both of us are working the next day.

08.08.09 { SATURDAY }
I manage to wake up by myself.
without waking B up (:
Proud of myself , claps. ^^
head to work from his place.
took a cab to Queensway to meet Jeslyn.
after which, head back to B place.
waited for him to come home.
Shower & prepare ourselves.
head to Town to meet Ben & Sheena .
had our dinner @ KFC.
slack around &
head to the arcade to meet Lucky Star & Serene.
3 couples busy catching Soft toy.
* FYI, Im not a soft toy lover *
end of the day, all of us managed to catch 1 Big Soft Toy Each !
B spend $70 on it , Thanks B. (:
After which, head to Dempsey Hill.
we didn't join them as B is tired.
plus, he is working the next day.
head back B place, shower & bed.

09.08.09 { SUNDAY }
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!
slept till 3PM (:
woke up & head to Tiong Bahru alone.
bought some exercise / revision book.
& some durian puff for his parents.
next time i go there, i will buy for my mummy (:
she's also a durian lover !
after which, head back to B place.
We had steamboat for our dinner.

10.08.09 { MONDAY }
Woke up around 11.20 AM.
meet up with Ling Zhen at Tiong Bahru.
had our lunch at the food court
before heading back to my place.
at first we plan to " do mask ",
but due to our laziness/ tiredness ,
we fall asleep.
B came over after his work.
Fetch me & back to his place.
We went to Ubi to look for his car accessorizes.
by the time we reach there is nearly 9.10PM.
only left 1 shop open.
so yup, we left & head to Defu Lane 10 for dinner.
Dinner was damn delicious (:
yummy yummy. Thumbs Up !
After which, we head to " Mustafa ".
did a bit of grocery shopping.
Home Sweet Home (:


11.08.09 { TUESDAY }
Ps, Im on leave & B is also on leave (:
woke up today around 12PM.
went to Ubi Ave / Defu Lane with B.
he want to get some accessorizes for his car.
After which, we went to Lavender to get my new passport (:
finally i went to collect my passport.
waited for almost 1 hour / 100 people ahead of me.
while B waited for me at the carpark.
around 4 to 5 PM , we went to have our breakfast & lunch.
we was super hungry by the time.
head to Bugis for lunch & a bit of shopping (:
had Sakae Sushi , ate till our stomach was damn full.
well, this few days with B, we have been eating & eating.
very soon we will turn fat.
no worries, we plan to go gym once his arm recover! ^^
after which, shop around Bugis Junction.
serene told me boss will be sponsoring $100 bucks for our shopping.
this upcoming dinner on Saturday (:
hmmm, $100 not very much, but is better than nothing!
anyway, i bought 1 white tube dress, simple yet elegant.
totally not my style, but i love it .
$119.90 ^^
i intend to wear it for my 18th birthday .
for the dinner this Saturday,
i will be wearing black colour most likely.
have to ask boss for the theme tomorrow.
anyway, head back to B place.
slept for 3 hours.
we was planning to go Malaysia at night.
last min, Ben called to cancel.
nevertheless, we woke up & prepare ourselves.
pack my clothes as im heading home today (:
had our dinner near his place.
after dinner, he send me back home .
HOME SWEET HOME !



Dearest Serene,
So sorry, we always half way thru, we went back.
i know is the 2nd time we did it.
Hope you can understand (:
Thanks & Sorry.
Hope we will still be close like before k (:
By silvershiyan · August 9, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
10.08.2009 { MONDAY }
nothing much to update (:
except this few days i have
been staying over at B place.
By silvershiyan · August 5, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
05.08.2009 { WEDNESDAY }
Stay over at B place on 04.08.2009 .
Accidentally woke B up when my alarm rang
at 7am .
Woke up around 7.45 AM (:
B told me he tried to wake me up at least 6 times !
Took a cab to workplace as i woke up late .
didn't manage to took Jes car .
After work, went to IMM with Serene : D
walk & shop a bit .
around 9, B & Lucky Star came & fetch us .
B & i went to a petrol station near Loyang.
bought drinks & ice cream (:
After which, we went to [ Loyang Tua Pei Gong ].
he drop me at there & went off before Ben & sheena came .
Went to pray.
All of us head to Pasir Ris, White Sand .
Rush to the Arcade, to catch Bears .
Lucky Star & Serene managed to win a middle size bear home (:
play till 1AM, went to Jalan Kayu for " dinner " .
ate & slack till 2 plus 3 AM .
After which, Lucky Star fetch me back home .
Pack my room & shower,
off to bed.
Damn Tired Right Now !

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
LYDIA YANA
By silvershiyan · July 30, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views
Date: 31st July 2009
Time: 12:24AM
Mood: Happy ; Sick

29th & 30th July im on medical leave.
actually wanted to check my body
as there is sign of pain above my chest.
talk to my boss about it,
he told me to go poly check up.
29th July went to poly & realise im sick.
down with fever, 37.7 degree!
maybe is due to the rain on 28th July.
plus cough & sore throat :(
my body is really giving my trouble.
i should really take care of my health now (:

Anyway, i just reach home !
Nights My Reader (:

By silvershiyan · July 26, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views
I
WANT
TO
GO
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
!

By silvershiyan · July 26, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
By silvershiyan · July 23, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
23rd July 2009 - Thursday
_________________________

At 2pm, i took a ' Silvercab ' at my place.
Location: 8 Lower Delta Road, SEAB Building.

i ask the taxi uncle whether he know the location,
he replied, Yes i know the location.
i told him, im rushing for my exam.
hoping he will drive faster a bit.

not long, we reach Lower Delta Road.
he brought me to PSB academy.
( Taxi fare was around $6 - $ 7 )
which is not the place i want to go.
then he say maybe at Bukit Merah.
so he drove there, again is also a PSB academy school.
i start to panic
as im rushing for my exam
by right, i should reach at 2.15PM.
i took my phone to call SEAB hotline.
after asking about the location,
i took out the map which SEAB printed for me.
being nice, i pass him the map.
End up, he said :
You got the map why don't you take out earlier ?
In a very hush & rude tone.

he drove me to SEAB.
i ask, how much is the fare ?
he told me $10.20 ( which is at the fare shown ).
i told him, no discount ?
as i felt it is his fault.
i say you said that you know the place.
end up, You don't know.
This fucking uncle thought i want to cheat his $10.20.
i took out my money, placing it at the holder.
The car shake / or maybe he step on the brake.
that causing the car to shake.
my 20 cents fall off.
he say i want to cheat his 20 cents?
Hello, i paid $10 le, what's 20cents man. -.-"
i pick up the 20 cents which fall.
again i place it at the holder.
at first he don't wish to print the receipt.
I insist for the receipt !
when he press the " print " button,
he say :
I CURSE YOU TO FAIL YOUR EXAM !
YOU WON'T PASS YOUR EXAM !

Nowadays taxi driver don't even have basic manners.

Immediately i lodge a complain to LTA & Prime.
I will be heading down to Thomson road,
LTA Office, to make a report.
im going to make sure he regret his words.
According to the Person-In-Charge ( LTA ),
this fucking uncle will be fine.
At least fining is better than nothing.


SHD 1093 J

SILVERCAB !
By silvershiyan · July 17, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views
REGRETS !

Yesterday night,
i called him.
We talked for 2 hours.
I really felt i did say everything in my heart.
the truth is im scared, im worried.

I cried while i say those things that was kept in my heart.
Actually i was telling him,
Shifu told me one sentence that really make me think...
' Whats in your heart, you don't say '
' You can say you don't care, but in the heart, you do '
Thats when i start to think,
from the start i should express myself clearly,
hearing from people,
i should learn to change &
not being stubborn.

he told me,
he got a new lover,
a girl who is in her 20s,
a girl who is mature to think,
a girl who will boil herbal tea for him when he is sick &
treats him well.

He called to tell me this.
wanting me to give up.
Telling me to change better for the next boyfriend.
He said once he got a girlfriend,
i will have a boyfriend too.
Is it true ?

Seriously i don't know what am i doing,
what am i going to do next,
should i continue or should i give up ?
im Lost, totally.
got no idea what should i do now.
I regret, many regrets in my heart.
What should i do now ?

All i know is Time Will Prove Everything.
Will i get a chance to prove myself ?
Or should i just give him my blessing ?
By silvershiyan · July 17, 2009 · 0 Comments · 0 Views
Ling Zhen & I bake a chocolate cake (:
in the middle of process now,
will be done by tonight!
(:
will upload the pictures when i work tomorrow!
By silvershiyan · July 14, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views
I'm glad i have this blog,
at least this is a place where i could write everything.
Nothing but the truth (:

Currently im like a kid who has lose her way back,
searching & searching.
Hoping to find her home.
By silvershiyan · July 12, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views
When im sick,
you came down to my place just to see me take my medicine.

When im sick,
you rush your way down just to bring me to see a doctor.

When im sick,
you accompany me to see a doctor whenever you got the time.

When im heaving a bad headache,
you went to buy pandol for me & bring it to my door.

When my leg itch,
i just mention it to you over the phone,
you went to buy Mopiko,
my favourite chocolate for me after your work
& you send it to me to my door steps.

When i sprain my back,
you apply half day leave just to bring me to chinese doctor.

When im tired after my classes,
you came down & fetch me even though you are super tired.
Telling me, i don't want my Baby Girl to be more tired than me.

When we just got together,
i just told you i want to go Pulau Ubi cycling.
You bought me there last month.

When i feel like going cycling,
You make a effort to bring me to East Coast to cycle.

When i want to learn roller blade,
You make a effort to ask Lucky Star & Serene along to coach us.
You yourself doesn't even know how to blade,
you still need to look after me.

When im hungry in the night,
you tabao food for me
& sending in to my house personally.

When i promise you,
i will change,
but i didn't.
You didn't mention or scold me.

When i knew that,
You plan for our trip to Redang for our 1st Year Anniversary,
i was totally full with happiness in my heart.

When im having sore throat,
You cook green bean soup for me.
* That is the first time You cook *



There's so much so much things i didn't mention.
There's so much things i didn't appreciate till now.
There's so much things i want to tell you,
but i didn't or i didn't express myself in a nice way.
I thought i balance love, friendship, work & studies well.
Tell now i realize,
I realize i neglect you, very badly.
Just showing you attitude, attitude & even more attitude.
You can just keep quiet, didn't quarrel with me.
While im the one who want to find something to Quarrel with you.


I'm S - O - R - R - Y !